Stand at Bay
I don’t know why i write this post in english, correct me if I wrong anyway haha lol =D I just want to spend my night, yeah I got insomnia during the holiday lol.
Well my head is spining. I’m trying to stand at bay of my life. My struggle to enter the top university. I never so exited like this before. I’ve just study hard and all-out since February until June, I have taken an intensive course to prepare the last test. Well, I just completed high school, entering the university is a must. But sure I really don’t know how to be optimist or pessimist, I was refused at the first test on April 4 and the second test on June 29. It has shocked me. Oh.. my world is underestimated 
even though the last or the third result test will be published on August 1. I really pessimist about that, oh God please I wish that all my effort my sacrifice, and all of my dreams will be come true. My hunger to get the best education at the best university.
I have no doubt in my mind that 2009 one of the greatest year in my life. Here are the best experiences, we are fighting to be up against the final exam of high school. And we did. You know that we succed. We subjugated the final exam together. I realized there are still another way, I realized that to reach my dream not only to be a student of the one of the best university in this country, but also I believe I could reach my dream and my hunger of study in another university. About a week ago I went to one of private university in Jakarta and I registered then. As far as I know, the public university in this country better than private one. You know that public univ has already subsidized by government so there are not too expensive, similary in France or Brunei, correct me if I wrong then. Thats why I want to study in public university, chepear and also have good reputation in the world. I don’t give a damn what they said and what they thought about me. Even though about 78% students in my school are already being as student in the top public university. It’s so nice right? Study in the reputable univ. For example, how is your feeling if you being a student of Oxford or M.I.T ? I guess that you are proud of yourself. I’m so happy to hear that, in fact I envy the people who can just throw away all the rationals for a while and just enjoy the beat, mmm as you know I’m in an anxiety.
No offense yeah, I just speak out all of my mind. Hehe. Okay life must go on. =D
